8 years of friendship and still countinggggg!!

Full Team! ibeth-neneng-tika-effa-epe-peni-vina-yessi :)

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Tonight
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter
Than the sun......

-Fun-


cheers,
tikapoetri

why shouldn't we just enjoy what we had?

I’m afraid of dark

I’m afraid of horror movie

I’m afraid of water sport (since i couldn’t swim)

But now, i’m afraid the most of being ALONE.

Please introduce myself, a 26 y.o. single woman living in the big city far from the families. 

For me, there’s nothing wrong about living in the different city with the fam. One of the best years of my life happened when i was in the collage -4 years living alone at Bandung-. I spent those years with friends which mostly also living alone at Bandun g. Practically i spent 24/7 a week with them.

Now, things has changed. I’m not in the collage anymore. I’m not early 20iesh y.o. girl anymore. Almost of my friends are married now, or preparing their wedding. Sometimes, it even hard to find just an hour in a week to meet up with them –the same group of people which i spent 24/7 a week back years earlier-. I know, i know, you guys gonna say: “That’s life, poeple come and go. You have to move to another chapter of your life. Leaving or being left..”.

Well, maybe these years won’t be this f**kin hard if i have ‘the things’ that almost my friends have: a GUY. 

Me & my friends: we were started the collage in the same year, graduated in the same year, had a first job mostly in the same year, why just we couldn’t married in the same year, too? So, there will be anyone left behind? –ok, i though that i kinda like a drunk right now. Please anyone slap me!!-  

“So, why don’t you find your life-partner’s candidate instead of complaining life, Tika?” Is that the Q hanging in your head right now?

If it is yes, maybe the answer will be like this: Its been years since my last relationship ended up. Once again, YEARSSS!!! –means many years actually. LOL-  There is no more open wound nor black hole left in my heart, it currently just an empty space ready to be filled by another love :). There was several guys come in and out of my life during that off session, but none of them become my next bf. To be honest, they are all a good guy, but sometimes good isn’t enough to built a relationship, i just need those magic spark!! Yupp, magic sparkkk, where are youuuu?! And maybe a cupid with the arrow.

Ok. Enough. 

This whole ‘marriege-friends-things’ just make me realize that what is left for me is my family, to be exact, my parents. Well, i’m positively thinking that God is now preparing the best compatible life-partner for me. I just have to be more patient while until that things came up to me, i should cherish what i already had right now, my family.. :)

cheers,

tikapoetri

:)

With all those sweet words and bashful way you talk to me, how can I not smile? :)


cheers,
tikapoetri

quote

Love always knocks.. but, are you at Home in the Present to open the Door? or.. are you off in the Future or Past?

cheers.
tikapoetri

and my eyes rolled at these..

Yes sure time is ticking. Cherish every moments coz time will never ticking back!

Every ending is just another beginning for new endeavors. 

i love u mom.

don't walk in front of me, i may not following you. don't walk behind me, i may lost with no direction. walk beside me so we can holding each other's hand ;)

 

someday. somewhere. someone at the right time. the right place and with the right one.

cheers,

tikapoetri