i love The Cream & Fudge Factory

Pengen cream & fudgeeeeeee....!!!

You can always go HOME...

It was just another late night conversation with my old friend -yes, i am a night person, not in the kind of 'a club hopper or social climber who walked out the door in the late night and back in after 2 AM', but just in the kind of 'i seriously couldn't force my eyes off early'.-

We had a small talk via blackberry messenger. Until he asked me whether i would come home in the next long weekend or not..

Gw : hmm... kayaknya sih engga.
Dia : kenapa?
Gw : ya gapapa, lagi males pulang aja, lagi seneng jalan-jalan disini..
Dia : ooo.. emg ga kangen rumah?
Gw : ya kangen sih, tapi kan tahun baru kmrn jg baru pulang
Dia : tp pasti nyokap lo kangen..
Gw : *diem*

i didn't reply the last bbm. i envy most of my friends whose have family living at bandung. since jkt-bdg could be reached within 2 hours drivin' and only cost IDR140k return, they can easily coming back home in every weekend..

my blackberry was vibrate, followed by the blink of its red light. i grabbed it.
i saw in my blackberry screen, he sent me a poem..

seorang wanita hijrah ke suatu tempat
mencari jati diri, mengejar mimpi
tidak terasa keadaan semakin larut bersamanya
sendiri mengejar waktu
memastikan diri berputar mengikuti arah jarum jam
ingar bingar ibukota sejenak melupakan tanah kelahirannya
tempat dimana ia tumbuh besar
menulis, merangkai diri di genggaman orang tua
gadis itu tersenyum dalam langkahnya
menangis di atas pendiriannya
berharap waktu datang mewujudkan mimpinya

i couldn't say a word, i'm contemplating and questioning myself.
do i such an egoist daughter? not coming back home in my long weekend, prefer to be here than home. do i miss home?

such an idiot, no need to question it, OF COURSE i miss home..
i just kinda like a little girl who was busy playing her barbie, i need my own time to do the things i like.. but surely i'll comin back home soon..


cheers,
tikapoetri

You Named It!

“It is by chance that we met, by choice that we became friends.”
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Ne-Yo - Never Knew I Needed - Official Music Video

22.01.2011.
me and my friends were in the middle of the crowd of 'Ne-Yo Jakarta Live in Concert' at Tenis Indoor Senayan
stood for almost one and a half hours in the queue, before finally entering the venue
sang out loud with other audience during the performance
yelled at the girl who smoke in front of us, it was not a smoking area, bit*h!!
drank a damn expensive mineral water
and sadly, one of the best Ne-Yo's single which i love the most, was not performed at that concert
Never Knew I Needed

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing, oh yeah

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always

My accidental happily
(Ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me
(With your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
You the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear, I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)

Who knew that I could be
(Who knew that I could be)
So unexpectedly
(So unexpectedly)
Undeniably happier
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Girl, you're the best

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(Said I needed)
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
(Said I had no idea)
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)
(So clear, so clear, I need you always)

Now it's so clear, I need you here always

cheers,
tikapoetri

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L.O.V.E

love /lAv/. strong liking or affection. strong affection and sexual attraction.

-oxford dictionary-

For the last couple years i dedicated my love only for family.friend.work.mylife.and myself.

Have no boyfriend doesn't mean u couldn't be loved, right? *wink*. But yeah, honestly, it's kinda weird when u finds urself as a single but one of ur closest friend is just in her pregnancy. When all the thought in ur mind is just hangin' here and there but ur friend is starting to find a recommended doctor for her new baby's coming.

why does everyone seem very easy to find their love?! while i'm still seeking for mine.

Looking back to my age -which i consider it as 'still young, no need to rushed by the marriage things'- my mom asked me to have one, one person i loved, hoho... promise u i will, mom ;)

But i don't know, i can't even explain to myself, for me, fallin in love is damn hard! and once i had completely fallen, sometimes it's damn hurt! so, i just wanna play safe, covering my heart with the invisible wall, and running away when i thought the feeling wasn't there..

and i think, i need someone to FIX ME..


cheers,
tikapoetri